Monday, April 27th, 2009
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1:13 am - hmm...
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Damn I forgot about this thing its been a minute...
current mood:  content
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Saturday, March 10th, 2007
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5:30 pm
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life is blah...i hurt my back its been pretty bad....it sucks but shit happens
current mood:  crappy
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Monday, December 25th, 2006
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3:21 pm
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Sunday, December 24th, 2006
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1:55 pm
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Lost in the abyss
No turning back
The darkness consumes
Trapped in the sadness
Tears swollen with doom
I fear the unknown
Can I break free from this hell
Only the darkness knows
Rays of light shine so bright
Is there hope…. Can I finally be freed
What has she in store for me
On my knees I pray for insight
Slowly I become restored
Sanity in tack
Never looking back….
The darkness fades
Reality sets in
And I am alive once more
current mood: content
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Thursday, December 21st, 2006
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4:29 pm
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Ah yesh... i have internet again..this makes me happy.
So just got my own apartment, its cool and stuff...got a roommate....things are going rather well in my life right now... only quality problems....
current mood:  chipper
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Monday, November 20th, 2006
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3:51 pm
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Tomorrow Nov. 21st I will have one year clean! this rocks!! and then on friday i will be my natal birthday...... yay!
current mood:  excited
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Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006
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12:29 pm
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Saturday, May 13th, 2006
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5:44 pm
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hmm... things with richard are going rather nicely... we are maybe getting a lizard together... i dunno yet but it should be cool.. he already has a bearded dragon and a ball phython. Reptiles are fucking cool! His snake is an asshole though... he bites.anyway....
Candice! I love you!
Dom i love you too!
My life is going pretty good these days. I have been in the same house for almost 7 months.. last year i was moving every month. I have a good relationship going on... eventhough we are broken up but we are still together.. its wierd. I've put on some weight so i'm not all sick looking.. and in a wierd way i'm happy, or i think i am. I'm not sure what it really feels like to be happy. I went toxic from the lithum i take... so i had to lower the amount i was taking. My doctor put me on some new meds and they seem to be working really well. sigh..... anyways yesh happiness in slavery~
current mood: content
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Wednesday, April 19th, 2006
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5:12 pm
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Sunday, December 4th, 2005
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9:34 am
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<td align="center">Romance
Romance is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You need romance in your life. You love the extra dimension that romance brings to a relationship and you tend to fall in love very quickly.
Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td>
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Friday, December 2nd, 2005
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2:25 pm
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Went to court today. It went fucking great. I am not in jail. Plus for already time served in the hospital they waived my fees and shit... i dont have to pay anything. All i have to do is go to classes and go to a few meetings... but i do that already anyways......
current mood:  cheerful
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Monday, November 28th, 2005
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6:28 pm
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sigh:
its happened. i have that feeling in my tummy when i think about him. Its not a bad thing at all... its just the timing and the situation surrounding things... and stuff and things. hopefully things will be cool..... who knows damn girl things geezzzz......otherwise things are pretty cool between he and I.
current mood:  anxious
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Saturday, November 26th, 2005
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5:19 pm
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bloody hell. men dammit.. fucking men... why do i always fall for these guys meh... i mean dont get me wrong he is a great guy but he drives me crazy! he is making my stomach turn...and the whole butterfly thing oh yeah it looks like i'm going back to treatment again possibly... i'm sober dont get me wrong but my head is still fucking with me, and dammit man... my life is a never ending saga...but soon that is going to change because i am sick and tired of this crap! um that is all for now... i'm manic at the moment so yeah.....
current mood:  predatory
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11:37 am
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Friday, November 25th, 2005
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8:35 pm
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well i'm in vegas. depeche mode is playing tomorrow. tickets are fucking 150 bucks! can you believe that shit.... its all good.
current mood:  bored
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Thursday, November 24th, 2005
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3:52 pm
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today is mah birthday... got to see depeche mode last night.. it was amazing. I had a blast. thanks dom for taking me :)
current mood: content
current music: nirvana D-7
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Sunday, October 30th, 2005
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4:22 pm
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4:14 pm
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| Your Birthdate: November 24 | 
Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than your may have realized.
You may also become the mediator and peacemaker in inharmonious situations.
Devoted to family, you tend to manage and protect.
This birth date adds to the emotional nature and perhaps to the sensitivities.
Affections are important to you; both the giving and the receiving. |
current mood:  indifferent
current music: NIN
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Friday, October 28th, 2005
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11:40 am
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You fit in with:
Spiritualism
Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.
60% spiritual.
60% reason-oriented.
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Saturday, October 22nd, 2005
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12:19 pm
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I am home from treatment today. 30 long days....they fucked me off allot didnt follow up on my step work but fuck it... i know the program...and am going into outpatient treatment...so its all good... probably another sober living.... hmm meet this um guy named adam. mmhmm... um made a really good friend named kelly. she kicks ass... i miss her already... anyways... so i'm doing ok and am still alive and kickin....i'll catch yas on the flip side.
current mood:  calm
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